Dear Marie age 13,
Cherish this time with your dad and grandma, you know you love them so much. At this moment everything will feel like your world is crumbling, it will hard on you, she will be so damn hard.
Even if you feel that she is pushing you to be different and change, you are not fat, doesn't matter how many time she is yelling at you that no one will love you and the only they are trying to get from you is your money or for you to give them a ride.
You are not able to have a real friendship for years because of her words, you will try so hard to be love, you wanted to be love and feel of belonging. You will do so many dumbs things, even you will try to pay for people's friendship but you will be empty inside... she will remember to tell you every single time that you are worthless. Your mom will try to change you in every single way.
Please remember you have your dad in your corner, he loves you the most. He always tries to fight and defend you, sometimes you don't notice it but he does it for you. Mom will arrive at your room yelling and blaming you for all their problem, their fights, and disagreements but it is not your fault. They fight since they meet, even today I don't understand how my dad loved her that much for this long.
Always remember that you worth the change to meet and know, don't try to please everyone especially your mom, don't punish yourself and don't eat your feelings. You need to learn to speak up and fight for you.
You will date, I know you wish to believe in love and that you are being loved by someone. I know the feeling and how you rush to give it all, pushing yourself to please them and give all your devotion to them but they were never the one for you.
Don't try to run... You will feel your heart breaks often and wish to ends it all, but never give up, we will meet him. He will be our first love and at this moment, the first and last.
Regards,
Marie age 41
Cherish this time with your dad and grandma, you know you love them so much. At this moment everything will feel like your world is crumbling, it will hard on you, she will be so damn hard.
Even if you feel that she is pushing you to be different and change, you are not fat, doesn't matter how many time she is yelling at you that no one will love you and the only they are trying to get from you is your money or for you to give them a ride.
You are not able to have a real friendship for years because of her words, you will try so hard to be love, you wanted to be love and feel of belonging. You will do so many dumbs things, even you will try to pay for people's friendship but you will be empty inside... she will remember to tell you every single time that you are worthless. Your mom will try to change you in every single way.
Please remember you have your dad in your corner, he loves you the most. He always tries to fight and defend you, sometimes you don't notice it but he does it for you. Mom will arrive at your room yelling and blaming you for all their problem, their fights, and disagreements but it is not your fault. They fight since they meet, even today I don't understand how my dad loved her that much for this long.
Always remember that you worth the change to meet and know, don't try to please everyone especially your mom, don't punish yourself and don't eat your feelings. You need to learn to speak up and fight for you.
You will date, I know you wish to believe in love and that you are being loved by someone. I know the feeling and how you rush to give it all, pushing yourself to please them and give all your devotion to them but they were never the one for you.
Don't try to run... You will feel your heart breaks often and wish to ends it all, but never give up, we will meet him. He will be our first love and at this moment, the first and last.
Regards,
Marie age 41
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