Un diario dislexico

Sadness is around me, I dont even know why I am sad today, I think, maybe, I am missing someone, The funny part is that i dont have a clue who am I missing.... I am praying to the sky, To God, To bring the peace in my heart, To bring the sun to me, To bring the warm in my life, Because it is cold inside. The sadness is in my eyes, The tears come and go, Every time I think about life, About the future, Where I will be? Can I be next to the sun? Every cycle in life is different, But the promise to be happy, The realization about the meaning of happiness at this point of my life, It is not the same one that i have long time ago, It is not that i expect a superhero to rescue the poor princess, I dont expect someone with super powers, Only someone, who is able to never let me down!

You can not see, This is my choose, And even sleeping with the light on, Because the darkness is closing by, I only have one chose, I know you don't have a clue, But you are my life support! My life is yours, The darkness is here, You are the only light on it, Even the light around me, They are not bright enough to eliminate the darkness around me. Please smile to me, This will bight the day, I can not play it cool, Don't let me down, I found you....

Do you think I lost you? Or I lost myself waiting for you... What happen when you use all your cards in the same hand? Do you think this will have a different outcome? This is getting scary every day, Because I love you. Do you ever feel like a fool? Believing you are the only one, That person is not playing the same game, The outcome will be you will lose again. I know I am a fool, I can feel you go away every time I try to get closer to you, Dont worry, I am playing to lose, Why? You will ask, Well, it is because I am a fool. My heart hurts when I think of you, But also, smile and jump because of you, At the same time, are you able to cry and smile? I know I can stand it every time, Because it is you....