Un diario dislexico

These days I am being cried because of you, Sometimes I think that only love can hurt like this, But this is what I think? I am thinking of us, Every moment, Every look, Every tender lovemaking, Every fight, Every disagreement, At the moment I wake up,  I can see your face next to mine, I try to hold it and it vanishes in the air, I try to feel your arms around me, I try to feel your hands holding mine, But it is too late for all this yearning. You were my home and shelter, I still fighting with feelings, I only think that you were mine and I let you go, I was not ready, I was a fool and I made you paid for my immaturity, You always were and will be one of the kind, I wish to be next to you, Hold you at least a one last time, Tell you how sorry I am for all the pain I inflicted, The way I behaved... At this point in my life, I know we will not be together again, I need to let you go from my heart, I need to forget you, I struggle with the idea, You w...