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Julio 28 "Forget yourself... "

Relationships,
She is trap in one,
Why she is not able to understand that love is not suffer and pain?
It is possible for her to grown in it, Do you think so?
Loneliness makes people to attach them to one person,
She is attach to someone that is a child,
What do I feel most hurtful?

I know how much she want to have a family,
She wants to fell that she belong to someone,
She cries alone, thinking no one will be able to hear her.
But even if she hide, I am able to hear her pain.

How hard is to understand?
Sometime you need to understand,
Don't trust your dreams, hopes and your path to someone else,
Dont trust nobody, because nobody trust you.
Even your mom believes she know best,
But no one will not know the best role for you,
Because you are the main character on your life,
If you let them tell you what to do,
That is your problem.

I hate to see her cry,
The pain, the sorrow, the guilt,
Why do you think you deserve all of this?
You feel trap in you bad dream?
I so sorry,
But when you ask me for the old me,
She is not able to talk any more,
Because,
Because she is death.

That what the pain makes me do,
Not to look back,
To carry all the problem on my back.
Trying to leave behind my old self,
It is not possible to stay the same,
The changes are unpredictable and unexpected.

What do you expect?
Please stop crying!
Start the change,
I hate to be rude and tell you to go away,
But there's fights you are not able to win,
And wining is not everything,
Because in the end, you will be hurt.


Me habia estado preguntando esto por muchos dias!
He estado descubriendo que las cosas han cambiado dia a dia
Que las cosas cambiaron!
Que lo que podria haber querido o deseado hace un año
Lo que mas me sorprende es poder pensar tan claramente
Reconocer que las cosas cambiarian de esta manera
Y me gusta mucho reconocer que he cambiado

Desearia que la gente se diera cuenta de esto
Le tengo diferentes niveles de cariño a mis amigos
Y a una persona en especifico creo que existe algo mas que cariño
Todos somos parte de un grupo de amigos
Roge es como tener a un hermano abrazable (es muy cariñoso y un buen amigo)
Rodri es la persona mas distriada, pero muy bondadoso (otro hermano postizo)
Rene es serio hasta que tome confianza, se que es otro futuro pseudohermano
Danny es como el hermano perdido que solo el tiene su mundo, su historia y esta perdido!

Ellos son las nuevas adquisiciones de mi familia!

Esa persona que creo que existe algo mas que cariño prefiero no decir nada!
Quisiera que pasara algo!
Quisiera tener una señal!
Quisera tantas cosas!
No quisiera lastimarme!
Me encanta reconocer que las cosas cambian!

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