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Julio 26 "In the edge"

She saw herself in the edge,
She knows this is not the path they want me to follow,
"When will I be the girl they want me to be?"
How is it possible to be true with to kings?
One of them, it is the people she care about;
The other one is herself.

Everything is calling her to cross the line,
To move forward and find a new path,
She belongs somewhere else,
She doesn't know how far she will go,
Every trail, she takes lead to the same place,
Making her to think what is on the other side.

Every fiber inside her,
It is calling her,
She is staring to the other edge,
She knows everything will be new,
Full of new experiences, challenges, risks.....
But she is not able to quiet her mind,
Her instinct is calling her
"What is wrong with me?"

She is able to her as an echo:
"This is where you supposed to be"
That why she needs to go,
She doesn't know how far or long will take,
At this moment, she knows, she will be able to go thru.
She will not take a no for an answer.

"I will go to the distance, I don't want to be an hero.....
The only thing I want to be me, because I don't care how far I need to go,
I will find myself and where I supposed to be"


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