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Agosto 23 "I give up"

No es posible tener que estar en esta situación,
Es tan increíble que las cosas se tienen que dar de esta manera.
I dont understand the reason this situation is going over and over again.
Do you understand the importance of your decisions?
Me frustra tanto,
Me enfurece tanto darme cuenta que no podemos a donde queremos ir, no tener un objetivo.
Que nos conformamos con lo que tenemos, o al menos creemos que son suficientes para sentirte bien.
But tell me, do you ask what they expect from you?
Do you by any change ask and try to do what they expect from you?
If you dont like it,
Tell me why are you still here?
Dont give me that bullshit that is because you dont give up!!!!
You already give up long time ago......

Espero que estes teniendo el mejor momento de tu vida en este momento,
O al menos que te estés engañando, porque vos sabes que eso no es cierto.
You are not OK, you have problems to see the true?!?!?!?
You want me to open your eyes, at this point i am not able to scream at you and wake you up.
Todo está en tus manos, en tu voluntad de darte cuenta de la realidad.
Asi como vamos vas a caer, vas a caer duro y va a doler como no tenes idea.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE WORST PART???
DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW????

At this point, i already lost all hope and i give up on you.
This is the worst part not for you, but for me....
I believe in everybody, i trust blindly, i love to the fullest....
But today, from this day, I give up.....
No mas dudas, no mas intentos, no mas excusas,
Ya demostraste tu cara, tu valor y lo que valgo yo para ti.

Why did you try to fix it?
Por qué no buscastes soluciones?
I only heard excuses.....
Abriste una herida que pense que habia sanado ya,
I was trying to believe in love again....
But you show me, Love doesnt exist anymore....
It dead for me.....

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