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Agosto 17 "Mad Clown"

Mad clown tell me why are you so sad,
Even if I try, you know I am not able to stop this tears,
Don't get mad,
If I want to hold your hand,
If I want to hug you tight,
And I cry in the process,
Let me be, my mad clown.
That only thing I am asking you is to understand,
I am taking all of you,
My heart is opening at this feeling,
Don't get mad,
I am only asking you is to smile,
I know you don't want to leave me.
It is something you need to understand,
My feelings are in the surface,
I will cry for every memories we share, 
Just let me cry.
You want to fix everything,
You think it is necessary to solve our problems,
You need to trust me,
The only thing I am begging you,
Just smile, my beautiful and mad clown.
You don't need to feel guilty,
I know my lips will ask you to stay with me,
My hands will try to hold you tight,
Remember I love you,
But I know you are not able to stay with me.
Onces again,
This will not be our story,
Feel free to leave,
Even you get mad,
The guilt is not a reason to stay,
I don't want to lose you,
I need to learn that you are not with me anymore,
We will see us from afar,
In the distance, we will remember each other,
We will know what happened,
In the end, I know you will get mad,
I will not blame you,
Please go away my mad clown,
But don't forget to smile.

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