Agosto 2 "I need to know why"

One day at this hour,
One of our friends call me,
She told me you are not longer with us,
You were gone,
"Dont cry please, ... is gone, ... "

Still, I can believe it,
We talk few days ago,
You were the sun,
Your smile means a lot for us,
But life, the everyday life,
Take us a part.

You work so hard to have what you want,
To study and work,
To live your life the way to want to do it,
But why you take your life,
Why to take everything you work for and not fight for it!

Did you feel alone?
Did you think no one love you?
Why you do it?
We miss you,
We dont know the reason,
We dont have the why,
No one is able to know what is going on in someone else mind,
Each person feels alone,
Forgot,
Without any other way,
Without a hope,
There is not other exit,
I know how the pain felt,
I know how lonely is it,
But I never try to hurt myself,
Please tell me why you thought this was the only way?