Agosto 18 "That's the way I am"

Until today, I realise that I am carrying the world in my back,
I thought it was my fault,
I was someone who given everything to you,
But for you that was not enough,
You need more,
Just having you, it was enough for me,
Based in your letter, I am someone who couldn't give everything to you,
I give up,
I will let this go easier,
Back then, when I thought we used to love each other,
I think I was to excited that I was no able to see the truth,
I used to look like I own the world,
All my memories are not complete if you wasn't there,
I can't picture myself like that,
I think this is the way I am,
Maybe I went to far ahead about us,
And that why I ended up lost and alone,
Living a lie, it was hard and painful for you,
You used to cry like the world has come to an end,
I was not able to keep you,
Now, I am not able to imagine you with me,
Do you forget about us?
I was so bad for you, wasn't I?
I want to see your face, the face I cannot forget,
I picture it everyday again and again,
That's how I am,
There is someone who is still living back in those times,
That's how I am.