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Julio 30 "Movement"

How are you able to move forward?
If everything around you pull you backward.
You try to meet new people,
But you compare every body with him.
They tell you "What doesn't kill you make you a stronger!"
Maybe a little stronger,
But still you are afraid to be hurt again.
You are planning to realize your stress with one night stands,
Do you ask to your heart if you will be able to survive that way for to long?

Te preguntas porque las cosas terminaron de esta manera,
La distancia te mato,
La soledad te gano....
O el encanto de nuestra relación pereció?
Todo tiene una fecha de caducidad,
NO es posible que la distancia destruyera 2 años de relación,
Mis sentimientos no importan,
Mi lealtad no valio de nada,
Mi cuerpo no puede comprender porque no estas aqui conmigo,
Mi corazón no quiere sentir este vacío por tu ausencia,
Mi cerebro no procesa la razón de tu distanciamiento,
Igual nada de eso cuenta porque hasta este momento tu no vuelves a mi,
Como que todo lo que pasamos no valió,
Aqui estoy una vez mas en pedazos,
Estoy en pedazos esperando recogerlos poco a poco,
Pero no hay forma de sentirme bien este dia,
Tal vez mañana o el siguiente dia o la siguiente semana,
No quiero que nadie me ayude a recogerlos,
Porque nadie entiende que no puedo negarme sentirme mal,
No quiero negarme estar de luto,
No quiero pretender que no me dolio,
Quisiera que vieras las lágrimas que derramo por ti,
Quisiera que no las negaras,
Reconoce que está duelo tiene tu nombre.
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