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Julio 29 "The true comes out"

Are you telling me I am the one to blame?
Are you asking to feel the guilt for all your shame?
Are you kidding me?
All this sour disposition,
All these bitter words coming from your ones sweet mouth,
You promise to love me for better or for worse,
You said I was the person you dream off,
I was the only one in your heart,
Now I am the one how take your manhood,
I did everything for you,
I worked hard to keep our lifestyle,
I did all for us,
The saddest part is you never told me "we were not ok"
You keep your mouth close,
You shut down,
You never try to fix us,
You give up,
I never had a change,
Am I the worse person?

I want to scream to the world how bad I am,
It is possible to tell you how sorry I am for never notice your unhappiness,
Is this what do you expect from me?
Do you want me you say this words?
Do you really think I am really sorry for this outcome?
I knew from the begging you were with some else,
That you started your departure from our home,
Well if that was the name of the place we live together.

I felt bad because I thought it was my fault,
I am the on to blame,
But know that I analyze it,
Both of use are guilt.
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