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Agosto 14 "No Matter How You Felt Apart"

To be Human,
It is necessary to know what is the difference between love and be love,
Or to know what is to love somebody or to be in love of someone,
Is it a difference between them?
You know there is someones who wants to use you and abuse you,
There is the misdeed if we believe that love can conquer all,
That the goal, purpose, meaning, reason of your life is to love someone and become a perfect and complete being after you meet that person,
Or maybe, We don't need to be too close to be complete and that is the reason for you to keep searching for the other half,
I don't believe anymore in the other half or someone will complete me,
But can I believe that I am able to fall in love one last time or several times before I departure from this life?
The blood in my veins still warm and my heart needs to feel love again,
I am not able to stop searching,
I don't care when, who, where or how this is going to happen,
It is not possible to break my spirit,
I am ready whatever it takes,
I am not able to be invisible again,
I am the only one driving my life and no one else is the one in charge of this ship,
I dont have anyone to blame, this is only the results of your decisions, faults, error, choices and journey,
No more sorries,
No more talk,
Break the mold and wake up,
I bet my life,
I will change it,
Because I am awake this time,
This is the turn in point to move forward and never comeback....

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