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Octubre 9 "Cruel Memory"

Today I talk about you,
I remember every detail of your face,
That smile,
Even the sound of your laught,
It is a funny thing to remember every single time we were happy, sad or teasing each other.
The first time you kiss me,
Well, to be honest I kiss you first,
The shock in your face was priceless,
I think you never expect it...
Do you think it was a good time in your life?
Or Do you regret it?

I am repeating these days I will give me another change to fell in love again,
To experience my last love,
I dont believe you are able to love only once in your life time,
And I think I was attach to the memories of all  my mistakes,
Everything that I regret and all my wrong doing,
I recognize today,
I dont need a life support,
I dont need to remember again all the bad things about us,
The cruel memories,
I think I am able to be quit now and I dont hear the voice telling me what I did wrong,
If I hear them, they are asking me to stand up and fight,
The fight is not against others, it is against me,
I will find my last love,
I know you were my first one,
I was not on my best shape and didnt know how to love that time,
It was not the moment for me,
And I pay the price for it.

I ask to myself, so many times, if I am ready for it,
I think I am able to move forward now,
I dont regret my choices,
I know they make me stronger and mature,
Now it is the time to love me back,
To see me on the mirror and be happy,
Ready for me last change,
Ready for me last love.....

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