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Octubre 10 "Talk Love"

The worse part of writing my thoughts is that they are only that words post in the space, they're only characters in the emptiness, they are nothing until someone read them.
Otherwise, they are nothing....

I am here trying to thank you for the wonderful time and memories; lo gracioso es que cada una de las palabras que escribo se van borrando al mismo tiempo de mi corazón; what I am trying to do at this moment, erase you from my mind and heart? Ya no es doloroso recordarte, I think I don't regret my choice of let you go. Pero casa vez que recordaba tu nombre, tu rostro, tu voz; my heart stopped and pain was the worse.

Sabiamos que las cosas no iban a durar, we have an ending for our story, yes, we didn't give up that easy, but our destiny was not together. En ningún momento esta dicho que eramos la última persona que íbamos amor, we were destined to be our first love and first kiss, our first everything. Siempre estaré agradecida por ello, por nadie iba a ser tan perfecto como tú. We were destined to learn from it in a different way and to find our last love, maybe it was easier to you because I am so use to my loneliness that I am not taking the chance to find it.

I don't want to rewrite our story, it was so perfect for me, that was the right moment for us. Ahora a buscar el siguiente capítulo de esta historia, because I need to get a new way to see my life and remember that I deserve love again. Loneliness is not an option anymore.....

Thanks for teaching me that love worth the chance and the fight, even if it doesn't end the way you want. Because life can take you in a different direction from the one you planned. Por ti aprendí que tenemos que dejarnos llevar por las manos de Dios, sin importar el berrinche que haga o lo que luche contra su voluntad no voy a cambiar su decisión. It hurts to recognize about it, but he knows best.

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