Agosto 4 "I saw you last night"

At the moment you dont know what to do,

At the situation you never expect,

Or you dont know what to do on it,

You found yourself meeting the person you are waiting to see for so long,

And it that specific moment you freeze,

You try to avoid eye contact,

You dont know what else to do,

He is trying to see inside your eyes,

He wants to approche,

But you are to scared because you know you are not strong enough to stop your tears.

You know how long you are waiting for this moment,

This instant, this encounter,

To find him in front of you,

He is looking at you,

He is standing there,

For how long you were dreaming about this?

I am not strong enough,

I want to run to your arms,

I need your arms around me.

You keep your distance, trying to avoid him,

But in the end, at the moment to say goodbye,

I kiss you on the cheek,

He reciprocates with a kiss on the cheek,

But he didnt stop there, he kisses you next to your lips,

Your heart is melting and your eyes are wide open,
You realize he is to close, You want more...

He move again and kiss your lips, with the most sweet and soft kiss,

And you wake up,

With tears running on your cheeks,

With that feeling, the feeling of a kiss on your lips,

And you dont know if they are tears of joy that you still know how love feels like,

Or they are tears of sadness, because you know what you lost,

Most likely, what could happen or what if?!?!

I could be the one next to you,

F.... I know How much I miss you!

I prefer to change my mind right now,

I need it, because I am not able to stop the tears the whole day,

I know need to be strong again,

Due the only fact that was a dream, a sweet dream with you by me side,

I need to forgot it,

And move to my daily routine,

Become the numb person again,

Avoid all emotions,

Only one last time,

I miss you,

I love our last kiss, even this last kiss was only in my dream.