Her face is sad
No expressions
Nothing about her is real
She functions because it is what they expect from her
She is shelling inside
The emotions are reflected in her eyes
She needs to work
She does not want to be here
She wants to hide
She needs time to grief but she doesn't know how
It is not possible for her today and maybe not even possible tomorrow
What is she able to do it?
If other people see her to strong but she is falling in apart from the grief and doesn't want to be
He doesn't belong to her anymore
But he is a very important person who loves her
She misses him
She is selfish because she needs his hug at least one more time to be able to say a proper goodbye
A final word of warning. Alex can hold his drink to an almost lethal degree as I discovered on my eighteenth birthday when he decided a night of tequila slammers was the way to go. Ooo. Well, you know when people say that they were so drunk that the whole night is blank and you always go, "no way not possible." Well... Believe me, it's possible. Choosing a... Choosing the person that you want to share your life with... ls one of the most important decisions that any of us makes. Ever. Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes... Sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning and realize years have gone by. We both know about that one, Alex. Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life. lt's been there even in the darkest of times and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift. I hope I didn't take it for granted. I think maybe I did. Because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that ever h...
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