Giving in,
I know myself and this isn't the way to go,
I wish to know what was the point of this story and how it felt before,
But I am giving up,
And I will be doing something for the first time that I never thought before,
Said before and never thought it was a good thing,
Right now I don't want to be myself,
I don't know what to do about it anymore,
I'm just lost and not trying to listen to my heart,
My brain is still in pain, trying to keep up with my heart,
That smile,
That dumb smile,
That silly smile is able to break my walls?
That smily eyes,
That sweet eyes,
I am not able to stop smiling because of them,
God, what is wrong with me?
I don't know what to say,
People say that I am not ok,
Can I take a break sometimes?
I don't know....
A final word of warning. Alex can hold his drink to an almost lethal degree as I discovered on my eighteenth birthday when he decided a night of tequila slammers was the way to go. Ooo. Well, you know when people say that they were so drunk that the whole night is blank and you always go, "no way not possible." Well... Believe me, it's possible. Choosing a... Choosing the person that you want to share your life with... ls one of the most important decisions that any of us makes. Ever. Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes... Sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning and realize years have gone by. We both know about that one, Alex. Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life. lt's been there even in the darkest of times and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift. I hope I didn't take it for granted. I think maybe I did. Because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that ever h...
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