Ir al contenido principal

Octubre 1 "Comfortable distance"

Do you remember the first you saw your father cry?
Do you know how many time his heart was broke?
Do you found if he really believe in love?
Do you blame yourself or others that you dont know the real meaning of "real love"?
You spend your all life with keeping comfortable distance,
Because you dont want to be hurt,
But were you hurt before?

Comfortable Distance......
Did I hurt someone with it?
Or Did I have an exception?

My heart hurts when I think about it,
Is it because I know it is true,
I never learn how to love before,
I know about obsession,
I know about attachment, obligation,
I know about imposition,
But nothing about love,
But someone really know what is it love?

You lie yourself,
You are the reflection of your family and the way they make you believe what is "real love!
The imposition of the true love, the only one.....
The only one you need to love is yourself,
Because if you dont love you,
In the real world, no one will.....
Because you come alone and you will leave alone,
Penniless and alone.....

Comfortable Distance......
I will keep my distance,
Because my mind always wants to feel happy,
And creates an imaginary life with you,
Even if I dont know you,
My brain plays with the idea of you in my life....

Etiquetas:

Comentarios

Publicar un comentario

Entradas populares de este blog

"Love, Rosie": The Wedding Speech

A final word of warning. Alex can hold his drink to an almost lethal degree as I discovered on my eighteenth birthday when he decided a night of tequila slammers was the way to go. Ooo. Well, you know when people say that they were so drunk that the whole night is blank and you always go, "no way not possible." Well... Believe me, it's possible. Choosing a... Choosing the person that you want to share your life with... ls one of the most important decisions that any of us makes. Ever. Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes... Sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning and realize years have gone by. We both know about that one, Alex. Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life. lt's been there even in the darkest of times and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift. I hope I didn't take it for granted. I think maybe I did. Because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that ever h...
Publicar un comentario
Leer más

2001

There is a moment in time that changes it all, That was 2001 for me It changes my family dynamics  My path in life That was the year when I hide in books Especially 2 of them: LOTR and HP I read them as an addiction to run away from reality I need it I wanted it I hated my life I never loved me I did not think of myself as a person with value or worth Since those days I ran away from my true feelings Mom always said "No one will love you for who you are, they will want your money because your ugly fat ass they will not desire it, you are fat and no one will love you like that" I never thought someone will like me or love me But I gave it all, tried hard to feel in love or to find someone to like me And the end result was the same... me alone with a broken heart
Publicar un comentario
Leer más

Julio 28 "Forget yourself... "

Relationships, She is trap in one, Why she is not able to understand that love is not suffer and pain? It is possible for her to grown in it, Do you think so? Loneliness makes people to attach them to one person, She is attach to someone that is a child, What do I feel most hurtful? I know how much she want to have a family, She wants to fell that she belong to someone, She cries alone, thinking no one will be able to hear her. But even if she hide, I am able to hear her pain. How hard is to understand? Sometime you need to understand, Don't trust your dreams, hopes and your path to someone else, Dont trust nobody, because nobody trust you. Even your mom believes she know best, But no one will not know the best role for you, Because you are the main character on your life, If you let them tell you what to do, That is your problem. I hate to see her cry, The pain, the sorrow, the guilt, Why do you think you deserve all of this? You feel trap in you bad drea...
Publicar un comentario
Leer más